Is it possible to fall out of love with people? Charles and I know this all too well. We have both been in broken marriages and meaningless relationships. We have both asked each other was it ever really love or just something we felt was right at the time or completely not right but that person just filled a void for a moment? He and I have spent hours talking and pondering about life, our mistakes we made along the way, and how we were meandering through life with no purpose. Before I met Charles, I had lost faith, in love and people. I knew I had my children and I was going to take care of them and I didn’t need a man! Well, God has a way of breaking you down. Charles and I found each other when we were both in a cross roads of our lives. We were both looking in the mirror every day and asking ourselves, what are you doing? We both feel that God has a purpose and vision in every single human beings life, for us both we took difficult roads to find each other. God has given us a love for each other we have never experienced before. Several hours spent in prayer, doing self reflection and allowing God to change our hearts and minds. Wow, God is the firm foundation of our relationship. Charles, is definitely not the man I met back in 2012. When I see the complete transformation in this amazing man, I am completely humbled. He would give his life for his family, and defend us at all costs. He loves us unselfishly. I never want to get in the way of the power of love that Charles has been given, or that we have in our relationship. I have prayed, what can I do to make sure I never got in the way of God’s plan for us? I have a tendency to start projects and not finish them, so that is why I am publically putting out there our family blog “accountability”. For the love of my fabulous awesome Charleses (that's what Kay and Abbs call him) and for our beautiful and amazing Kaylin and Abby, I decided to FIREPROOF the love of my family with The Love Dare. This goes deeper than my relationship with Charles. This dare/journey I am embarking on is to build on an already firm foundation for the love of my family and to learn to love myself better. Love saved my life.
For the love of my precious angels….my life, my world, my everything!!!
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